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There is something out in the dark that wants to correct us. 
Each time I think "this," it answers "that." 
Answers hard, in the heart-grammar's strictness. 
If I then say "that," it too is taken away. 
Between certainty and the real, an ancient enmity. 
When the cat waits in the path-hedge, 
no cell of her body is not waiting. 
This is how she is able to so completely to disappear. 
I would like to enter the silence portion as she does. 
To live amid the great vanishing as a cat must live, 
one shadow fully at ease inside another.
~ Jane Hirshfield
from After
from After
